|"Keep telling yourself that you was a mom"
||[Oct. 2nd, 2011|12:32 pm]
Kimberly, "The Bombing Babe"
I know its been forever but I really need to get back my LJ venting/bitching, even though I'd love to be able to share how terrible things are on FB I can't...things just keep getting worse by the minute when it comes to my parents and I just cannot take it anymore.."It ain't easy growing up in WWIII never knowing what love could be, I've seen I've don't want to destroy me, like it has done my family" I just want peace, but like Dr. Shaw, I just want peace, and I think I'll die before I ever get it w/ this family...all everyone ever thinks about is themselves, no one wants to be there or make me a priority, just my therapist and he is getting paid to listen to me...No matter what I go through my so-called friends don't care and are so caught up in their own lives, and everyone always acts like my problems are no big deal and they have it worse...I am so alone in the world in all this and I just cannot take I've had it, I'm at the end of my rope...why was I given the chance to live when so many w/ TS aren't?? For This?? No thanks, I AM moving out in a few weeks, but that is not going to solve the problem, only create a set of new ones, I can see that now...It always seems like even when I get what I want I am not happy...